If I showed you the amount of quarter-completed journals I own, and high school mathed a total of how much was spent on each one, I think I could make a grown man on a budget cry. No adult should be able to spend this much on journaling and not actually have at least a square of completed Ikea shelf to show for it.
(Mathed is an awesome verb)
I would show you pictures, but honestly, it’s at hoarder level and I mean that totally as a reference to the TLC show. And the worst part is that people know this about me so they give me journals. One of my students for Christmas gave me this adorable and charmed striped nautical journal. My cousin just gave me the 52 Lists for Happiness journal. I buy Moleskines like the company’s stock is plummeting and they’re ready to shut down any second. (The stock reference is overdramatic because I’m not even sure if Moleskine is privately owned).
What I’m saying is: I’ve tried everything.
Here’s a few of those trials and errors:
- Keeping the journals next to bed to write in before I sleep — but I prefer to read before I sleep.
- Subsequently carrying them around with me everywhere like I’m going to take a quiet moment everyday outside some quaint Parisian-inspired coffee shop and doodle my way to productivity.
- Refused to buy a new one until I finish an old one — for this I just get squirrel tendencies and shiny-object my way to failure.
- Admitted I have a problem. Don’t they say this is the first step? I’ll admit it all day.
- Bought smaller journals for carrying to transfer to said huge journal to manage my life every day.
- Colored in my journal at work which is totally UNproductive.
- Bought journaling how-to magazines and magazines with just a bunch of journal photographs for inspiration.
- Also, Pinterest.
- I follow like 97234 bulletjournalers on Instagram and hit the little flag on all of their pictures to save them and use their weekly spread (or whatever spread) in my own journal.
- Given up my coveted Poketo agenda for a week to see if I could agenda in my bullet journal. (I may or may not also be creating a plan to hoard these).
Tonight, I asked people how they #bujo on Twitter and Ayla Jae said she has one big goal and she uses her bullet journal to track that one goal into little steps. I think she’s writing a book, just assuming from her Twitter bio, but how would I even start? Like … track my writing everyday? I’m sure that’s productive and I should be doing that (HEY, failed Nanowrimo attempt) but should I add that to my other bullet journal’s list of “To Do’s” for the day. What I’m saying is, how does this not become a chore?
I get that there are some really awesome people who do bullet-journaling for a living on Youtube. But what about us folks that work a full day and come home to make dinner and walk the dog and have no … time. I know what you’re going to say. This is YOUR time, this is the time for YOURself. And I want that time, but where in my day do I put it. And if I want it to be fancy (don’t we all) and I almost care about that more than actual productivity, how do I quiet the idiot in my head?
If you’re like me and you need to join the Bullet Journalers Anonymous and get your shit together, FA’REAL, sign up below for something that will be planned halfway in my journal. How do we make a plan? Should I write this plan in my bullet journal.